I’d choose you over fame and fortune anyday.
So basically this whole situation is complete and total bullshit. It’s bullshit that I still love you and that I still want you when you could care less about me. There’s a part of me that just wants to be done, but I can’t. Remember how you told me it didn’t matter because you wanted me to fight for you? Yeah, That’s what I want you to do. Fight for me. If I were that important to you, you would. Obviously i’m not though. I get so frustrated because I know i’m not the only one in your life and i’m probably out of it for good now. That’s not what I want. “When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn’t mean they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over.” I don’t want it to be over. But you put no effort in. You make me feel like shit about myself all of the time, and you honestly don’t notice me anymore. I just want you to know I could never hate you. You’ve played too large of a role in my life, and if anything I love you more now… Uhm.. yeah. Okay.